There were further tears though. These tears were of abject sadness. I had to return the D90 SLR so kindly loaned to me by my equipment sponsors Nikon. They said that they needed it back. I did toy with the idea of kidnapping it- or to perhaps running off to some wilderness; just me and the camera. But I felt too tired. I just couldn't be bothered. Easy come, easy go.
I just had to yet again remind myself that I am a lucky man!